Whoa! I’m being away from this blog from August, last year. Very sorry for that :(
Anyway, the reason why it took so long to going back write again are those addictive micro-blogging-photography called Instagram, twitter and path! Honestly those apps made me not really into blog since they are easier to reach (I don’t really like blogger app in my phone since I prefer write the post from my laptop, so I uninstall it). Speaking of apps, I heard everyone in snapchat and kik this day? Uh oh~ technology~ well, don’t forget the major reason of my away-ness: my thesis. Maybe it’s not fair to blame the thesis, but my appetite to tell the story was diminished. I still reading a blog, watch a movie sometimes, searching some stuff, got inspired and made a diy-stuff, went to a new place…. but not really want to write. Some of them maybe had in my Instagram/path/twitter.. but most of them aren’t. So sorry guys. I’ll try my best to share my experiences in this blog again :)
God always give us a problem that we can solve. When a problem comes, we (or me) somehow think that I can’t do it and feel depressed. But it’s like a song “sunshine after the rain”, eh? lol. Because there’s always a rainbow after the rain (and even we can dance in the rain aka enjoying the cold water and feel it in our skin).
It took almost one year to do this “big project”. From laziness to don’t know from what I have to write, from searching-reading a lot of paper and found the right ones, from being paranoid to contact my supervisor (lol) and end up went to his second office to sharing about the thesis. And I finally finish it on 16 March 2015. Thank Godness! I’m officially a Bachelor of Economics! :’)
Since I’m a fresh graduate right now, it means I’m an unemployed and currently being a job seeker. It’s not always happy when you’re graduated, because you’re fully responsible with your own life (both material and life path). I choose to find a corporate job and make some money, so I can spend it for my tummy (lol), give it some to my parents, make a long investment for my self (and my future little family), have a new course (beauty class, stocks, piano or guitar maybe) aaaand leisure timeeehhh! Lol
I don’t really like to post something serious, honestly. But, because I think you—especially who still in college/uni/high school—may got dizzy because of “what will I do after this time?”, “what should I do after I finished it?”, in my opinion, you should imagine of WHAT you’ll be in next 3 years, 5 years, 10 years and so on. Sounds boring? I believe it not. The next step is HOW can you reach that. You should think of it right now, seriously. Because you have 24 hours to make your tomorrow self feel proud have done that things, and future self proud because you’re doing something right. I’m not a right person to tell you this because.. well.. I’m not really really feel proud of what I do on the past and still don’t know what my real passion is. At least, I want to share with you my thoughts.
Hope you can do your best to smile on next few years, fellas! And for you who have done it right, keep on track and don’t forget to not lose yourself!
You’re great!! Happy Sunday and don’t forget to be grateful and happy :)
It’s the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting – Paulo Coleho
P.S: There's another photo from Jessika and video from my partner but I can't found it :( and the video is private lol
P.S+: I want to hear you tell that sacred words to me, in next few years, maybe? lol amin :’)